Luqman Hakim

when i was a young girl, my mum awis put me n my brother under her supervision. i was like hell wana play with her when she played 'masak-masak' with others who are in the same age with her. but they awis refused me and 'kicked' me outta game.duhh..but back then i was so very the good type when i was never 'memberontak'. i was the 'org denga ckp' type. and my brother, he'll jus played around on his own. at the end, i'll ended up playin with him. only the two of us.

i remember 1 time..that time was one of my earliest memories in my life. i was about 5 and my brother was 3. out of nowhere i found a pen. oh but!not 1.it was 2. 1 blue and 1 red. that time i dont know why but my brother and i started to 'draw' on each other. i mean like on my 'skin' !!(not wearing the shirt??why lahh..huhu). like heaven we kept on drawing and drawing until......

"Ya Allah!!!!!apa nak jadi ngn angpa ni???xdak gheja len ka!!"suprised gile when my father who just came back from work, shouted at us.(this was the part where children suppose to say -yey yey ayah da balik!)
immediately he grabbed both pen and...apalagi? we're scolded lah~...after that father asked my brother and me to 'clean' the mess we brought and he don't wanna see a single trace of coloured pen line on our body...with tears we tried our best to brush it off. (i think like a week or so the pen traced on our body before they completely dissappeared.bese la.pen dlu2 kan dakwat high klas.bukan cm skrg.ciplak je lebey) haila...gila ka apa main pen conteng2 ke badan.ni adik punya pasallah ni..(padahal my fault cuz i was the one who found the pen..) huuuu...and the most annoying part..u noe what??from afar i saw her laughing and giggling together with the other...huaaa..hated her so much.......

but now..i'm so big girl..thinking back again..she's the kindest person in my life..i value her so much..noe what?she gave me everytin she had to help me.never care for a 'balasan'.everytime i had problems..(esp financial) she's the one hu come upfront to solve it..i grew up with her and i can't believe she's married now.with the person she ever love ever since. n now..n again i cant even believe..she had a baby boy..urghh..n he is so d*mm cute. ;) named Luqman Hakim. every now n then i awis cannot help it when i saw this boy..n miss him so much..huhu... love ya sis..u're the best!